Unusually for this blog and, in general, quite atypically of the writing available in abundance elsewhere here, the following poem is written only for adult readers due to content of a sexually explicit nature which may offend, and readers are advised to use their descretion.
The sun was going in,
and a ball missed my eye by an inch.
It was no match for the cup.
I was holding tepid water in the park;
“thanks a lot”,
I don’t forget to think.
I didn’t have enough
for a sandwich.
My legs and, kinda, soul
felt shorter than they are,
reclined on a flat, busy patch.
More of a stand in, and because of cuts,
rarer than fiction,
a new man they’ve got
pruning short an incoming plea.
The overflowing bins,
not his fault, not his job,
overflowing tin cans
or muffled walkie talkies
as his argument for the garden’s upkeep
I like him, he
didn’t serve, nor make me spill,
I can tell he has other people’s priorities
Like rats leaving for a plague,
fur sleeked smooth by noble flood of
They’re not even keeping score
and none apologised
for trembling my hand slightly,
being a family.
With a small ball
not even right for the game.
Too many jokes to downplay,
too much anger to come out funny.
Too much in the sun,
too much change, too little,
too short of soul –
that’s where they get it wrong
people should shut up,
not scream just because
they’ve found a patch
for a goal.
If you’re not near Leicester, England this runs the risk of being even more obscure than we normally enjoy being here at P.A.T.H. (This acronym that has not been officially sanctioned by our corporate “limb”, though – we have more than a few, if you buy a book we’ll have cause to start another limb, making corporate walking very difficult.) We do suppose, however, that you enjoy being more than a little obscure too. A lot of people keep following us wheresoever we go, which would be unnerving in other circumstances but it’s not, it’s lovely and you are absolutely the ticket, and we are very quite fond of you, golden princes and princesses that you are, myseriously clicking “like” buttons and reading even sometimes our most bonkers stuff with your two or more, or one, reading eye(s). Now I’ve buttered you up with strawberry Marmite, here’s the thing that may not be relevant to you…but WAIT! Soon, on March 8th 2015, I am working with choreographer and dancer Louise Katerega for a workshop and performance called “Throw Me A Life Line”, as just one of many brilliant workshops taking place on the day. Here’s the description of our 3pm workshop:
In “Throw Me A Life Line”, led by Poet Peter Buckley and renowned choreographer and dancer Louise Katerega, we will conjure magic from the mundane using energy, memory, and telephony to consider cycles of ending and beginning. We will find poetry in the conversations that might take place in times of change, and transform these into duets of movement. In keeping with the season of Spring, we will be inspired by folk traditions, ritual and rites, and will respond to moods suggested by our jumping-off point, a scene from the film “A Matter of Life and Death”. Participants are asked to bring along a round object if possible.
Here are some question-prompts we will be using for inspiration. Why not try answering one in a comment below or using one as a creative prompt for your own poem or blog? question worksheet pdf
Please do come along, if you can. It will have something to do with telephones.
Here is the schedule for SPRING this Sunday at Embrace Arts:
Here is the schedule for SPRING this Sunday at Embrace Arts – 12 noon to 8 pm
Workshops at 12.30
Alison Dunne supported by Bobba Cass in Hall: The Body – Poetic Monologues
Carol Leeming supported by Marcus Joseph in Studio 1: Dancing the South – Poetic Play of Music and Words
Liz Gray supported by Andrea Giugliano in Studio 3: Feel the Rhythm – Experience Poetry, Rhythm and Movement
Paulo Carnock in Studio 4: Drumming and Chanting
Workshops at 3 pm
Peter Buckley supported by Louise Katerega in Hall: Throw Me A Life Line
Boston supported by Rishii Chowdhury in Studio 1: Beat It with Bossman!
Rob Gee in Studio 3: Comic Term?
Momodou Sallah supported by Paulo Carnock in Studio 4: Poetry as Therapeutic and Poetry as an Instrument of Change
Installation in Cafe / Bar Area: FACT: ion
Performance in Hall at 6 pm. concluding with Mellow Baku
Workshops will last an hour and a half with plenty of time for additional practice including practice in the Hall between 5 and 6 pm
An’ this is just for fun:
A Spontanious Poem
Since we began,
the bluebells knew to be themselves
as they were gathered
in communal bunches.
After we talked,
I walked to the end of the sea.
In the woods,
a dress to sweep painted flowers.
It didn’t matter who I was,
it was always more about
the flowers to you.
In a wide arc,
I would learn to paint more gently,
The sweep of bluebells
that sprung up,
in a warm Spring.
I’ve made a recording of “An Alabama Song”, a poem that I wrote last Halloween, which is inspired by “Alabama Song” by Kurt Weill and Bertold Brecht. This link seems to change as I put new stuff up but it’s here for now and on my bandcamp:
Not so resolutely lo-fi this time, as my mobile has been jettisoned and forgotten as a recording device, but still a recording made from a new mic, from my odd-voiced home.
Enjoy what you find enjoyable.
Here’s the original poem, which is also available by clicking “lyrics” on the bandcamp playlist.
With Thanks to Alex for Translations
For my diary,
I talked a big talk
about the topness of my secrets,
the air good
and thin as my large-eyed intrigue.
Each letter of my name
punched-out with a label-maker.
I wouldn’t write more than a few pages,
before my siblings happily
devoured what was there,
an indie-rock pebble,
a guitar-pick from the air,
turning swept hair
away from muddied sea.
Eating fish food with the fish, at the cleared Saint’s table,
the difference between “I wouldn’t worry”
and “it’s okay”,
Someone out there knows
why Alexander Graham Bell’s first thought on waking
was the telephone,
while I arrive to worry my good grief
at a wall
like Charlie Brown,
like Charles Schultz was a preacher.
My pet fish swim
like Saints above.
My pet hamster April
exercises on a yellow wheel.
I visited a windmill,
and wrote this in Spanish –
“los molinos de viento.”
“Mi hámster, Abril”.
My fish have always danced an
always or since
I have been looking in.
My fish Miyamoto –
Nintendo pioneer –
turned around the fortunes of a
and love hotel company.
My smart goldfish who knows where his tub for food is,
has favourite corners,
watches us watch television,
sees remote control lasers,
looks at us and wonders
when flaked food will
hit the deck.
Professor Fishkins –
sorry you swam late into my eyeline.
If we were much quieter,
you’d be the underwater
one of our family.
Mi dulce peces de colores.
Profesor da una vuelta a la pecera.
I wouldn’t know one,
being terrible with names, faces,
drawing, maths, conversation, patterns, spiders, time, getting on transport, keeping in touch.
Wouldn’t know a Saint if
he presented the weather,
always forecasting rain
You’re submarino, Super Mario!
Sometimes we stay still
and pretend the storm will pass.
They expect you to jump for stars
You’re getting on,
peces de colores,
where the hills have eyes,
and the clouds don’t remind you
of anything in your psyche.
You’re only notionally a plumber –
Your silver belly, a generous segment
De canción, Goldfish,
toca una trompeta de plástico,
simplemente si y cuando quiere.
In the swim of my inaccurate weekend,
we don’t count our fish
before they leap
“You will do maths
whether you like it or not”
like the ruler shattering pitch of
my primary school teacher.
You will like maths,
as you will
eventually grow into ever-higher
’til then, April, Miyamoto Shigeru, Professor Fishkins,
we all get what we decide –
I’ll see myself submerged in your wind turbine,
until that time, friends, compañeros,
until that time.
A book from 1978,
unchosen on eBay,
“Your Own Adventure”.
Time for any
in the midwinter
experiment of my place.
Charge into battle,
Invest yet more hope
where hands quake,
to flicker dust off pages,
alight on irrelevant words.
With big tears to escape,
the drawbridge sunk,
the timely scream
hollowing a tower.
More than ever,
to hire my senses.
Opt for your own indecision;
after the last book,
you’re dead uncertain,
Choose other titles
in the series.
I thought I had something
to bring to market.
A slim mouse spat on
for the roast.
We buy £1 raffle tickets for
the broken inner
With BAs, MAs can we use a computer?
Can young artists work for nothing
when the path to the webbed Arena
is littered with past names?
Brown leaves were pressed into concrete soles
of toe-crushing smart shoes.
Not everyone enjoys long penpal exchanges to Canada
about inexplicable gulfs of time.
Unsure has served me well here.
years of good,
I’m glad it’s not inspiration
for a poster.
I must be better at it
than those moved to swift action,
I took the ends of every strand
balled them up in my throat-song,
chose and faked my own.
I don’t know why I ever bought
something you haven’t done, that we’ll do,
get around to,
given the time and strength to
in the new
year to me.
In the new year,
it appears impossible,
already like your vintage blues,
but that’s why we should,
and why it might
This new year might arrive after all.
Offer, if you could,
your sand-timer looks
at the rolling-around
putty egg of some love.
Other luck and things
we can accidentally muster,
so sleep in expansive fur of snoozing animals
after time’s levelled land.
But don’t out-wait the coming day,
it’s like paint thinking of colour.
Find a clue.
Drawing manga with a kid in Europe.
The child is a breathless
doodler of stories,
and they are speeding cars on a day that
an old man chooses for quiet.
Streams of explanation,
loose sense from Italian,
but his kawaii smiles translate to Japanese.
There’s a new trend for collecting plastic tokens
for a shouty game,
with a coloured bit to see through;
so the boy has, in a branded carrying pouch, five of these,
and is proud of them.
The artist can only hope it won’t be tasteless tea
that’s poured by young designers,
their worst work on these cards.
He’s happy and relieved that, at least,
the Italian kid
If the artist remembers most art as forgetful,
there are always stories
in which clouds move,
and snow falls in the right shades,
and melts onto the projected screen
then turns to rain
for the right reasons,
at a recognisable life and pace.
and work towards
the lasting good remains,
while there is a fire,
and speak with,
or to warm
against the embittered, clouded heart.
Good with a pencil
as long as the wind is in his grey hair
(difficult to work with),
Big eyes drawn for smiles,
on mechanical detail
A cast of Earth’s protectors,
with wonders overturned
on their oversized eyes
to see a quest through,
make habitats into heartlands
and a heavy hunter’s steps light,
in a sky of surprise.
A rising sun asks
families of engineers
knit boisterously by know-how,
to continue human work
for all who try for sleep,
under politician’s and
hangar of night.
What a rising sun asks us –
a creature’s big work
under a leaf
or a child’s umbrella,
on the summoned travels of
both a cat and a bus.
The Spirit’s instinct,
in this kind of weather,
is to keep charmed loved ones close.
We are not our
nor our enemies,
Smiling, the green crayon disobeys the child’s orders
or listens when
something that isn’t a shape, becomes a face,
as if he’s lost a friend,
when the Italian kid scribbles over it.
It is dismaying when a small hand lays that crayon down –
(mischievously labelled with a studio’s name)
it’s waxy eyes at rest
from the effort,
red, gold and silver robots march
and a pilot to man machine guns
of no consequence,
to black and grey
Instead of a given tree
under an air conditioner,
Saturday morning came for my generation to
it’s colours and cost-cutting backgrounds,
mostly all of them,
The animator offers a super-deformed smile,
the soft line a wobble
as if an unconvincing Centurion startled a Sister,
her angels guided into turquoise
inside a tattered sketchbook,
her tour on the way to confidence
that once hid
where the shadow of a steeple couldn’t reach.
It might not be too devastating to nod encouragingly
at his new friend
were it possible even in these times
for a young man to luck upon the path
that the determined old man did,
and for hard work to make unbreakable sense
of story-like visions that, in turn, make
adventures of a career.
Knowing little of the language,
A passer-by or the waiter, asks for the tidy gentleman’s autograph
and, in return,
gets a small doodle of a pig,
spaghetti sauce at imagined corners.
A bicycle thief with a new camera strap,
put pennies in the Trevi Fountain,
right over his wrong shoulder;
knowing he must take
when the fountain forms a mouth for coins
and a body like sea-breeze
that you have lent your face to,
seeming to wink with eyes of hope
for every offering,
A street musician in the distance;
a child with an accordion,
knocks out a few crowd-pleasing tunes,
before being moved on by Polizia.
A misunderstanding in the air
disturbs the green, white, and red flags,
– high priests –
as two wizards disperse clouds,
dodge balloons and Zeppelins,
to spell out their small disagreements.
One of them is angry;
the other has welcomed his tea
timidly on a cat’s saucer.
The artist tests his famed motor skills
on the engine for a new kind of craft to fly home;
past artless security checks,
for children and their families,
looking for sky and land’s
in the Terminal,
in the integrity of their entertainment.
A hesitant Spirit cameos his uncertain role in the frame.
The child returns to his mother, who smiles.
The tabletop is fixed to what looks like a column.
The distant libretto heard in police sirens
When the bill is settled,
under cents and euros,
despite the wind,
he imagines the Colosseum
as if he built it,
to newly-excavated blueprints, to look like something else.
He has shelves full of books about the world,
Now he’s here preparing noodles for his colleagues, throughout the night,
paint can turn
street light into
what father and son understand
of the day.
I shriek with
and move swiftly
to shut the door.
I laugh at
myself in the padding
of this old, mad coat
I come from a spinning world where
snowflakes are severed,
destined to melt where they
The fur that troubles my conscience,
I guess, is proud around my neck
in honour of foxes,
of plucking feathers
from the air.
A hat keeps most warmth in,
which is a myth I like to believe.
How lovely a cosy mind would be
and sing to itself.
with years of jelly and cake vomit,
miraculous in creamy detail
and exhibited in orange fuss;
tissues thrust by relatives
when the embarrassment
with concern for me.
Come to me,
you’ll have to, with my eyesight.
Near or far,
I’ll smother your face with damp embers
and, as if you are a mountain climber,
I’ll embrace you with cocoa
in the tinfoil of an alien.
When it is winter,
the wardrobe holds it’s own innards,
to keep inside an outburst of
And my spirit and body
dials between stations
of virgin inexperience
crossing signals and voices.
My hunted deer
lamented in a happy song
with hooves dancing
the upset cloth
of stomach lining
from the table.
I’d be as generous towards you
as someone who has nothing.
If I took scissors to this coat,
I’d still need to keep warm,
I’d only be ripping fabric
from the seams with which it claws,
not delivering the false economy of pain
to myself either,
that is good.
My boy, out skating, won’t survive the cold
He didn’t live long enough to meet his mirror,
nor discover how to carry himself,
rounded sharply at wise shoulders.
I shriek because the wind welcomes itself in,
and closes the door with a blast.
I laugh at the habits I still have,
and leave the house without this coat.
There is never anyone living
where the snowflakes are uniquely severed.
It is never anyone’s birthday,
when I’ve heard balloons can float.